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Where art thou baby?

I am currently 39 1/2 weeks pregnant with my second child.  This will be the first for me and my husband. I have a 19 year old son and my husband has an two daughters who are 11 and a 10 years old.  We are expecting a boy.

I have now been on maternity leave for about two weeks. I have already finished my "things to do around the house" list, I have finished the nursery, and all the house cleaning. I have even finished the "projects to get to around the house" list. And if all that wasnt enough I have also finished my "watch on netflix" list. Needless to say I am now offically bored. And I am not the most patient person.  Yeah I have patients for people and children and dumb situations, but I do not have patients when I am ready and waiting for something exciting to happen.

I have been trying to tell myself to enjoy these last few minutes of quite because this baby boy is about to turn my world upside down. But honestly, I have been waiting many years for my life to be flipped upside down.  I am just so excited to meet the newest love of my life.

Oh baby boy, mommy is so glad that I made you comfortable for nine months, but where art thou baby? 

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